| as the world turns... so does time |
[Jan. 25th, 2010|09:56 am] |
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candice your party = GREAT TIME!!!
your 23!!!
im at school waiting for the class before my class to let out.. i hate waiting.
i wonder how this semeter is going to be for me.. hard? exciting? blisssful?
so last week, i was eating chips. as i was putting a chip in my mouth th chew on it it went in between the gum and
the back of my front tooth. then it broke off.
it was only sore at first... now its swollen and the swollen part behind my tooth is slowly spreading to the front of my teeth.
so my mouth feels HUGE. oh and my teeth arnt perfect so the
bottom jaw haqs a tiny under bite so my bottom teeth land right on the swollen part of my gums.....
one work for you PAIN. i cant chew gum cuz i chew too enthusiasticlly and causes my teeth to hit hard and fast and that is soooo painful some times i just want to see if i can pop the mother fucker.
but then i might get it even more infected..........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
okay nothing else to report... |
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| boom boom boom boom |
[Sep. 3rd, 2009|03:41 pm] |
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i want you in my room:)
latest math problem2 pages long.................................FML! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 5th, 2009|04:20 pm] |
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| | jimmy eat world | ] |
I HATE SCHHHHHOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| woot woot |
[Jan. 16th, 2009|02:49 pm] |
i love feeling happy! i have to go unload stuff from my gpas truck and im still hapy how coooool
is that!!!! |
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[Jan. 16th, 2009|02:40 pm] |
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01. Name: JAMIE
02. Birthday:108/13/87
03. Where do you live: the good ol' cal if or ni a
04: What are you studying/What are you working as: philo major math minior
05. What makes you happy: reading, music, seein someone that i truly miss and haven seen in awhile
06. What are you listening to now/have listened to last: incubus
07. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ: goood i always have a place to turn too
08. An interesting fact about you: my fave color is......GREEN
09. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment: yep usually do
10. Favorite place to be: depends
11. Favorite lyric: "dont worry about athing, every little thing will be alright"
12. Best time of the year: spring
13. Weirdest food you like: dunno im a chickne when it comes to weird food
RECOMMEND
01. A film: really dunno
02. A book: the seven ppl you meet in heaven
03. A song: hah dunno the name.....it was on a burned CD..
04: A band: red jumpsuit apparatus
PLUS
01. One thing you like about me: your reall
02. Two things you like about yourself: i am full of energy and i am usually very honest
03. Put this in your lj so I can tell you what I think of you?yup! |
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[Dec. 1st, 2008|07:48 pm] |
i had fun in vegas.... i missed candice and aleena though!!!
we went to aleenas fav club loved it!!!!
i am so tired i got super drunk the first night then killlled my feet the second night |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|12:49 pm] |
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going to vegas!!! yes sir!!! love yallll!!! |
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| VEGAS |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|09:10 am] |
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so y a 3 days till vegas!!! i really can not wait!!!!
i got helllllllla fucking drunk last night and barley remember getting off the couch to go to bed........
and on wen i get to get my hair done!! that will be sooooooo much fun tooo!!
vesgas will prolly be more fun tho
i can not believe that we are actually going!!! it is gunna be a blast!
were gunna get dressed up and go out every fucking night!!!!
im at aleenas right now and im alll alone..... well im going to go get a non achololic drink....
peace my slizzzles
vegas here we come!!! |
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| life as a beautiful flower |
[Jun. 26th, 2008|12:34 pm] |
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if i was a flower i would need more sun!!!
and that s how i am feeling right now!!
its kinda hot but not sun GAY!
carley heard about this program....
it helps you get your GED or Deploma
you live at th is place kinda like a college campus
they give you 50 a week spending money
and they feed you and keep you stable the one catch
is no drinking or smoking..pot
she can do it i know she can she did it at my aunt sybils
oh and she gets too choose where....sac.....treasure island.... or someplace down south.......
i think she should go down south away from everyone and alll of her distractions....
i would miss her and aleena is moving out in august!!!
i will miss her too!!
i am going to be alone in this hell hole.......
i don't think anything else is new....... nope!!! nothing!!! oh and i think we should have a
meeting about vegas! it will be a very fun one!! talk about party!!!
this weather is making me gloomy and i dont like it! maybe ill go get my paycheck and just blow it
on me..... no no no no no
loli have to save it
well gotta go! |
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| sunny days are the best!!! |
[Jun. 9th, 2008|04:17 pm] |
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| | carley laughing | ] |
so life is good and i lidk that i am done with school!
im going to see dave chapell tonight in the city it should be hellla
fun!!!
and going to vegas this summer is going to be fucking sweeet!!!!
candice we are gettin FUCKED up!!! lol
im glad that we will be there for eachothers 21sts!!!!!!!
we are going to drive but whatever it will be a fun ass road trip and right befores
school starts!! yes!!!
i hope i atleaste get 12 units worth of classes this next semseter!
i need that many!!!!!!
okay well i have been pulling weeds alll day its fucking hot outside
let me tell you!
going to the a's game was hellla fun the fire work show was soooo pretty
i wish you could have been there candice........
they did sooo many different types!
the a's lost but onlly but one
but it was a big one! but whatever
we are in second place and that makes me smile!!!
GO A"S
i need to shower so catch ya later!
oh and i like scott....lol he is super fun! |
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[Apr. 11th, 2008|10:51 am] |
im glad candice is happier than she has ever been and im sooooo glad
that she is happy wiht how things ended or began or continued which ever way you look at it and i know how hurt you are with not going to europe this summer but it might not be time too get that close,
you might need a little more time too get over the hugness of what happend
your a great person but lately it has been you not really showing or telling
someone when your hurt.....which might do more harm than not....
im glad youcan come on here to lj and let your feelings out and give you some realease
i know you dont want to tell him your hurt an thats prolly a good thing cuz he prolly feels bad...... well ya justmy thoughts.... I LOVE YOU
so aleena broke up wiht her BF and ihave been tryingto be home wiht her as much as possibel so that means not much time wiht others and that is totally fine and i want to be there foe her just that some ppl dont understatnd she is my sister and ill always bethere for her.
its funny i have been inthis philosophical mood and i kinda like it
its like examining my life......
okay for funny crazy stories that happened......
so iwas at scotts house and we were doing the nasty....or the exciteing what ever you wannna call it....
and it was the secondd timethat night so he was helllllla deeep....
and then when he pulled out and looked down there was a huge splater of blood..... ya i said splater like some one splatered it on the sheets.....
i was sooooooofucking embaresses i did not no what to say...
i was kinda scared cuz im not supposed to be on my big P untill monday..
and i was like i am osoooooo sorry!!!!!!
my face was BRIGHT RED!!!
he said its no big deal i can wash them....
i was like ya but it will stain...and he tried to make me feel better
but i really wanted to die!! i dunno why it was so akward maybe cuz im a dork and thought it was a huge deal.....
and then is sarted thinking that maybe he was tooo deep and he ruptured something inside me and i was going to die..by bleeding to death so i had
to keep checking to see if iwas still bleeding...lol and as i am writting thisi checked again...lol...
oh myj check engine light is on and i hate my car!!!
i wish it would just go away!!!!
i started this new soft ball thing wiht this girl from my work.... its fun i had a game on monday...i hit the ball everytime i went up to bat...yay!!!!
schooolis goood i kinda want to just be finished already so that i can go to sf state and start over....
im in the computer lab and there is a guy sitteing next to me and
he smells like jaime...and all i can think about is damn i loved that colonge lol not damn imiss jaime.... ithink im moving on really now and i am excited!
so my last day at my store is the 17th yay!!!! and i wll get araise!!
well gotta go love yall peace!! |
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[Apr. 1st, 2008|08:17 pm] |
its funny three weeks ago i was FREAKING out about school and how i was going to get all my work done now i dont really have anything to do...
i have been tutoring my friend in math..which is prooving to be chalanging
i havent been invited or been to a party in a while and i have an itch....
ive been kinda a home body latley and i guess now i like aposed to last week
when i coldnt stand it....
my life is soo boreing.......
i need to go over to candices dads to ge those
frames... i think ill try tomorow...
so i only april fooled one person but that is partly cuz i forgot it was aprilfoolsday
sad.....kinda
so i got a myspace message form daniel should i post it??? it is really
wierd and i am not sure what to make of it.....
i mean i like daniel and he is really a good guy
but he is knida a male slut!!
and we already dated like 3 time so i think tha was enough chances...dont you???
oh and did i menttion im happy right now?? i dont need another
dramatic guy in my life...
so scott, what do you want to know?
has a fun, kinda dorky, mature...most of the time, carismatic, lovable,
and he cares so much about me.........
the one scary thing is that i think he is moving too fast..
not us moving too fast but him......
i couldnt handle if he said the L word
im not ready....
so ya baseball season started last sunday........had no clue!!!!
i really liked that i knew what was going on in the ssoprts world cuz of jaime
now i have to do it on my own...wierd
i cant wait till its warmmer i wnat to go to the fucking beach!! and get a mother fucking tan! |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2008|08:57 pm] |
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so the guy im talking to....is totally random.....not my usuall type......
I LIKE IT!!!
he is superduper fun! and he has such a similar personality....well most of hte guys i date have my corky charm....dunno why couldnt take a dead serious person i like when a person can be goofy cuz that is what i am!!
so yea aleena is back in town and i am soooooooo glad!!!
but her BF is a fucking lunatic!!! he is way to controling!!!!
i dont like it at allllllllll ummmm y dont really have anything else to say
right now i just saw that no one has posted anything in a while so i wanted to do it!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE IS CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay so i have a question that has been buging me for about a week.
if you were born with out your senses touch, hearing, taste, smell. and site would you still be able to think? and if so what about? |
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| life is too short |
[Jan. 10th, 2008|12:05 pm] |
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i know i am usuallyy the one telling girls to just not talk to there
bfs but now its my turn to be told
and i am not sure i can handdle it i have been dong good
cuz i have been busy
but when im all alone i break down and
call or text
i just wish that i could fix myself
but i dont know how
i wish that i could go back 4 months ago
and change things but i dont know what
when wrong
i wish that i never fell so deep
i wish he would have kept his mouth shut
when he told me he want to be with me forever
i wish that school would start so i could be doing homework
i wish that i could stop being so helpless
i wish that he chased me for once
i wish i didnt have to loose one of my best frieds
even if i did lose my boyfrind
i wish that i could go away for a week or 2 and just live it up
with out haveint to worry about money.
i wish i could pay for school
i wish i could stop being so depresed..................................
i want to go to sleep and actually sleep not
toss and turn or dream sad dreams.
i guess it really is time to move on and
maybe tomorow will be a beter day
but i doubt it cuz i have the day off and nothing to do..
oh yea im going to buy my books tomorow forgot about that
yay then i can start doing homework or something.........................
thanks your always here when i neeed you |
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[Jan. 9th, 2008|04:21 pm] |
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part 1:
we are not your mothers
and are not meant to be
it is not our responsibility to raise you into respectful beings
you have been weaned from the breast of a woman for years
yet you come to us
wounded and half filled with promises you can only keep half the time
trying to suckle our sense of self dry
we've become much to accustomed to sleepless nights and damp pillows
have become accustomed to waiting for our empty beds
to be weighed down with the bodies of men heavy with the scent
and the hands of other women
mornings with swollen puffy eyes are becoming routine
and we simply wanting to be loved
simply wanting to be able to love ourselves unconditionally
simply wanting to be held and feel safe
simply wanting the truth of whether you can really love us or not
play Hester Prynn
wear scarlet letters on our chests
become adulteresses
cheating ourselves out of what we truly deserve
willing to settle for less
willing to act like a little less than a goddesses
willing to sleep with the enemy
men too scared to stop acting like boys
thinking we can love away their scars
so we take the lashes of the insecurities they pour on us
and lick our wounds in quiet mourning for the little girls we lose by the minute
fast fading memories of playing hopscotch
and skippin' rope
we now play freeze tag with each other's hearts
play hide and seek with our love
if we just don't breathe maybe we won't get caught
up in the spider's web we weave while waiting for what we give away to be returned
part 2:
you said you had a photographic memory
but apparently you forgot that honesty
begins by being real with yourself
and the ones you claim you love
should have never wasted my time
and just acted like the man you claimed and told the world you were
made a production of setting my folks at ease with tales of how you'd do all it ever took to never break my heart
I guess you thought you were talking to a roomful of the deaf and blind
figured they didn't hear you
coz I never saw it coming
but the truth cannot be hidden
what's clouded in darkness will always come to light my love
you shoulda known that
claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly
so I left
chasing paper trails of promises you'd already set on fire
left with nothing but the ashes of who you'd written that you were
and singed fingers from trying to grasp the impossible
and the only thing I've really lost
are lukewarm kisses
that for too long I kept trying to tune the beat of my heart, a few lies, and stories
about honesty and truth
I guess shit happens
I just wish it wasn't me
and I guess
it's so much better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all
I know that's some easy shit to say
but I'm still gonna try to live by it
I'm still gonna try to put my faith to rest in it
I will sleep on dry pillows now in a bed big enough to love myself in
I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining
full of the knowledge I am priceless and worth nothing but honesty
I will remove the scarlet letter from my chest and hold the hand of the little girl I used to be
and say I'm sorry to her
I'm sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
and I will wait
for a man
to come along
that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me
BY: Mayda Del Valle
i want a call from him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
BAD!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jan. 4th, 2008|06:58 pm] |
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1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
blue
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
dunno right now
4.Do you plan outfits?
that day
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
hmmmm hard question
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
rug doctor cleaner
7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
dunno havent in awhile
9. Did you meet anybody new today?
alot of costomers at longs
10. What are you craving right now?
an island to disaper too for a while
11. Do you floss?
every once in awhile
12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
brussel sprouts
13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
lol have no cluer
14. Are you emotional?
YES!!
15. Would you dance to the taco song?
hmmmm taco song as long as i got a toco after.
16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
nope like 500 something then i would get boreed
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick usually
18. Do you like your hair?
right now.....love it
19. Do you like yourself?
yess most of the time
20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
nope
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
love it!
22. What are you listening to right now?
nada
23. How many countries have you visited?
mexico and USA
24. Are your parents strict?
no
25. Would you go sky diving?
maybe
26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
yea to see what he is really like in person
27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
no
28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
my head band
29. Have you ever been in a castle?
a sand castle
30. Do you rent movies often?
nope used to with jaime but now never
31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
dont have one
32. Have you made a prank phone call?
lol YEA
33. Do you own a gun?
hahahaha oh you want me to answer no
34. Can you count backwards from 74?
lol duh
35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
candice, jeff jaime
36. Brown or white eggs?
either or.
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
used to not amymore
38. Ever been on a train?
yup
39. Ever been in love?
yea umm it sucks
40. Do you have a cell-phone?
duh
41. Are you too forgiving?
hahaha totally oposit
42. Do you use chap stick?
yes
43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
idk
44. Can you use chop sticks?
yea i poke my food all the way through like a spear
45. Ever have cream puffs?
dunno
46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yeup.
47. What was the last question you asked?
"do yo know what your doing?".....too myself
48. What was the last CD you bought?
kelly clarkson
49. Boy or girl?
girls at the moment
50. What is your bus number for school?
is this survey for like 12 year olds?
51. Is your hair curly?
yes
52. Last time you cried?
all week
53. Ever walked into a wall?
lol yea
54. Do looks matter?
yes they do even though i would like to say they dont
55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
yup
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
lol yes
57. Favorite time of the year?
spring
58. Favorite color?
GREEN DUH!!!!!
59. Are you sarcastic?
all the time
60. Do you have any tattoos?
no
61. The last person you held hands with?
jaime looking to change that though
62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
negitive
63. Where was your default picture taken at?
fremont
64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yea probalbly
65. Do you like your life right now?
trying too
66. How often do you talk on the phone?
rarley
67. What is your favorite animal?
Dog
68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
shoes and a shirt
69. Do you have good vision?
kinda
70. Can you hula hoop?
yep
71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
ummmmmm
72. Do you have a job?
longs and a student
73. Can you handle the truth?
i like the truth
74. What are you wearing?
a robe
75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yea quite a few times |
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| somethings you just cant have |
[Dec. 28th, 2007|04:40 pm] |
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LIFE IS SO UNFAIR!
i finaaly turn in to a stupid love struck female and i hate it
i dont ever want to fall in love with anyone ever again
it fucking hurts so bad to know that some one doesnt want to be with you and all
you want to do is be with them!!!!!!!
i want nto not hurt anymore
i want to move one
what i really want and i cant have is JAIME
he doesnt want me
he says he doesnt want to hurt me
but this hurts way worse than anything he as ever done
i feel so patheic
i wish i woukld have never let him kiss me so we could have jsut bueen
hella cool friends but no
i had to
and now im fucking hurting
i wish we could just go back to being what we were b4 he didnt wantme
he said he needs time to himself
i asked if he was going to see other ppl we will see what he says
i asked if he was just going to move on
i asked if i should just move on and forget him for now
i haven't gotten an answer and i am scared to here it
but i need to
i wish i has homeeork tha i could be doing to keep my fucking mind from thinking
all i keep thingking
is he is never going to
say come here mama i love you
i never want to be callled that again
NEVER
if i ever here him use it to some one else i will
prolly cry like a little baby bitch!
well got to go back to fucking gay!!!
work
peace out mother fuckers |
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